it's about time I burp my ABC'S.

tu ne comprend pas.

And the funny part is eventhough my little voice in my head says "chin up", I know for sure that I have lost a friend.

It's you whom I've lost.

And the part that's funny but not the kind that would tickle your stomach is that-

you are the last person I want to let go.

And the part that's funny but not the kind that would tickle your stomach but still that little voice inside your head insist in believing that this hilary will all be over soon-

And instead of laughing alone,
you're here embracing me.

i miss-

Memories seeping through my veins.

p/s:

Read between the lines.

As the distance stretches between us with the absence of your blinding love
-I learn not to swallow another second of silence.
So feed me with melancholic hope and discolored nostalgia.

Watch me,
As I suffocate from our drowning red pool of-
Love.

The night is colder now,
Just like you,
My little darlin'.

Shake and shiver,
As my body delicately tremble to what's left of us,
-A bonafide debris of betrayal.

closure.

I can almost feel you breathing on my skin.

bleh.

So semester 2, here I come.

Fuck, on the darker note- I am actually really emo that college is starting again. Holidays were my only excuse to sleep in! Now I can't even sleep at 5am and wake up at God knows when I decide to. Emphasis on "decide", not "have" or "need" but wake up at my own desired time.

But enough with the negativity. Anyway, my tummeh is speaking to me. hahaha i love it :)